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today's thought: but i'm not blank enough to not want martin jol SACKED!.
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Sometimes we need some really deep words to express ourselves. It's like, using cheem words will somehow put our emotions across just that little better. But other times, we crave simplicity, the back to basics. The basics, remember the basics. It's so easy to forget the basics.I feel like I'm not as in control of my emotions as I used to be. Perhaps I'm not so happy anymore? Today I got struck by a sudden hollowness. That hollowness is alil scary. I remember that the church used to say that this hollowness is borne of needing God in your life. I wouldn't say loneliness is the word. It's just hollow, like my mind is a complete blank and I'm just living and breathing without thinking about anything. Like it felt pointless and aimless. Scary, scary feeling. Time of the night? Yearning for Singapore? Stress getting to me? Procrastination as a finer art? Lack of motivation? I'm not sure. In fact, I don't really know what I wanna blog about either. Look, blogging is a bad thing. When I blog much, it means that I'm not spending my time properly. Hello nurse! Ok, lets not waste anymore time. At least get some readings finished. |
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common ground
Wednesday, Oct. 24, 2007 @ 04:13 mood: empty current music: Count to 5 Promise Me, Cao Ge |