How much of your time belongs to you, to do as you please? How much command and control do you have over how you spend your time? And how much of it is outside your jurisdiction; where you are bound to commitments?

Can I have more time to myself to do as I please please? It isn't about it being leisure time: it's about doing what I feel like doing. If I feel like studying, then I'll gladly study if given the time. It's not always about having fun or spending; I guess at different points I do have different priorities.

I don't know exactly what I'm blabbling about now anyway. Anyhow, spring is upon us in Perth, and while it may be a beautiful season where flowers bloom and the sun shines brightly, the reality is far from that. Instead, it is more like hot and dry temperatures besieging you, and the worst thing must be the legions of flies and other winged insects infesting every possible corner of your room.

I tell you, I've been on a single killing spree, trying to squish every single insect I can see in my room. Within the hour, their numbers are replenished again. I don't even know where they originate: as far as I can tell the windows are fairly secure. It's like they just emerge out of thin air just to harass me. And twice already have I filled a glass of water only to find a drowning insect in it. I'm afraid that they might decide to infiltrate my ears or mouth when I'm asleep though.

Yet another reason why I should be gone from this place. Anyhow, three papers are out of the equation now, and the last one is moderately difficult. With it coming on Friday, I should have ample time to be preparing for it. In fact, I'm already mostly packed for the flight back home. It's gonna be an exciting new phase of my life ahead, and I'm glad that it's with you, baobei.

It's truth that I'm not much of a home person. I don't miss Singapore that much usually, and definitely not the family. I like to think that I can settle down fairly easy in a new environment, and the main thing that made me miss Singapore was the food. I have to admit that the only thing which can draw me back to Singapore is her. Just wanting to be with her, spend time with her, and that's all that really matters to me right now. I know that, with her, everything else will fall in place and work out.

Playing a MTGO Lorwyn Release tournament now. Doing badly. I don't think I'm much good at it. Oh well, time to stop blogging.