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Things are bad.

Because nothing is good. I think this week I've been positively depressed. I'm trying to pinpoint the exact reason, and I figured out that if nothing good is happening, I'll be depressed. Damn. Some people will be glad nothing bad is happening, but I am way too greedy.

Just doing nothing the past two days, gaining alot of inertia along the way. Not only does movement gather momentum; even inertia gathers momentum too!

Sitting here with the aircon, listening to Jay. Oh, if I could love nights like this.

But, nope. I guess I'm still way too greedy. I need at least one thing good to be going on, in one area of my life. Something that is going on for me. I really, really, really had standing still and not making any progress at all.

Things were great before I went to Perth, and when I came back, everything went downhill. I wonder why.

I hope things become great again. Till then, just lemme wallow abit.



standstill for three
Thursday, Jun. 04, 2009 @ 01:30
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